can't even think of acceptance anymore. even me wouldn't accept my self. For myself ahead, sorry man, I've tried, I am just so scared, scared you won't be there to forgive me. Any way, sorry I became the black untouched page. never thought of  it, never accepted it, never anticipated it, never been so sybmissive to my failures.

wanna know how I feel like? I will tell u anyway, I feel handcuffed in a dark room with few oxygen. I can't breath, I can't dream, But you, I wish you will be able to.