Once upon a time I was optimistic
I am not intending to repeat words. Consider it experience from an old man 😀 Feelings grow up relative to their contrary. Let us take a year and integrate it into a universal law. The year with the worst experiences passed with the greatest ones. The more you lose; the more you win. The more you fail, the more you succeed. When someone leaves; another comes. What truly influences your life is your faith, determination on finding happiness, and belief that God always gives the good and only the good. Your satisfaction with this fact affects your feelings towards any major change in your life.