cycle
meet a girl, love her, feel like you have never been happy but with her, make eye-contact with her, confess your love for her, start working hard to achieve your dreams motivating yourself that this your way to guarantee your future with her, lose her, let your ambition lead, stray, forget about what you were aiming at, feel depressed, try to adapt, fail, try to have new friends, fail, try to focus on your dreams, fail, try to forget the girl you loved, fail, try to find an exit out of that anxiety and keep controlling your life, fail, try to love another girl, fail, calm down an analyze what happened, back to your self-confidence, believe in your dream, start again, work hard motivating yourself that this is your way for success and happiness, improve.